Sitting here with some amazing young people worshipping. No prompting. No plan. No agenda. No bright fancy light. No expensive sound system. No set time. No set list. No worry about who is leading. No worry about who has what harmony. No worries. Just worship. Pure worship.
This is my second time this week to experience something like this. Blessed. So so blessed. If the Lord desires those that worship in spirit and truth, well it’s happening more and more. The call, the desire, the heart to worship is being drawn out and I’m blessed.
It’s hard to describe why I feel led to write right now, but I do. I have had something on my heart a lot lately and just have not been answering. I need to work on my communication. I need to be better at reaching out, loving others, cultivating the relationships He’s established. No more being too busy, too caught up, too distracted. Time to love, time to reach out, time to speak.
Lord, I thank you for the gifts and the passions you have given me. I think you for the calls on my life and I repent of of the distractions that I have let come in. No matter how righteous they seem. I am yours and please use me however you see fit.
I am no where near done growing but I know I have walked because I need to share. I have grown because I need to share.
Time to start to love better. And it’s nights like this that are reminding me of things. Be faithful. Be available. Remember my first love.